I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. I am a drug addict. I am in recovery. I'm 10 days sober today. I have a lot of people that care and love me.... Even in my addiction I have a good big heart ....I'm going to tell you a little story.... a true story...

I met a girl while staying at the Imperial motel in Longview Texas ...I was in my addiction.... I saw her standing there talking to someone I knew; she was young. I saw that she had cuts that she inflicted herself up and down her arms. I asked her if she was okay and if she would please come talk to me in my room. Come to find out she was there staying with a drug dealer. I found out a lot about her, as she did me. She was scared to leave this so-called drug dealer that was her so-called boyfriend. He beat her up a lot.... when she did cut herself he told her things like you should have done it the right way.... you should kill yourself all the way you're ugly you're fat things all to that nature. Today she lives in Utah she is 12 weeks pregnant with a baby girl. ..... Yes when she told me she was pregnant she didn't know what to do if she was going to keep it or not....We talk on messenger quite often. She works a full-time job and she loves herself. I'm not saying I have anything to do with where she is today. We did talk a lot about why she should love herself that all she has to do is keep God number one and I did pray a lot for her and I had a little help with getting her out of Longview Texas. Today she sent me a message with her sonogram picture which is posted with this post. She's going to name the little girl the same name me and my husband we're going to name a little girl last year before we lost the baby. I think God puts everybody in each other's lives for a reason. I do know that today I am blessed not only with people who love me, but with sobriety, and God shows me in many different ways why to keep pushing forward with my sobriety and loving myself. God put me here and put me through all of my trials and tribulations so I could help other young people especially women.... I know this to be a fact and I just want to say thank you Lord for loving me through all of my mess and thank you Lord for giving me the ability to reach out to people. I also want to say to this fine young lady I love you and I hope you will forever know that you are special to me thank you for allowing me to be in your life and soon the life of your daughter I love you you know who you are.... wedding collections for fat plus size brides